pyschology personality quiz in facebook.

You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.

You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.


*hey,it really hits me there.

aku dan dia

aku dan dia ada love hate relationship

kadang-kadang aku benci gile.

kadang-kadang aku sayang.
tp papehal pun,die selalu kat tepi aku.
tak pernah tinggalkan aku.
kalo aku stress,die yang aku cari dulu.
tapi kalo tyme2 dark macam masa aku gaduh dgn yus,
mmg habes la die aku kerjakan.
aku rasa kitorang rapat gile,macam isi dgn kuku.
sampai mak aku marah,asal aku selalu dgn die?
entahla mak.
pertama kali aku tgk die pun aku jatuh cinta.
pernah korang jatuh cinta pandang pertama?
indah kan?
dah lama kami bersama.
walau macam2 yg datang tok musnahkan hubungan aku dengan die,
kami still kukuh.

tapi semalam,buat pertama kalinya aku tinggalkan die.
aku rasa bersalah.
tapi nak wat camne.
die yg khianati aku dulu.
dia diam membisu.
kami tak buat connection macam selalu.
so aku pergi.
aku pergi bawak diri.
thanz for everything.

aku pasti,hubungan ni masih boleh diperbaiki.
aku yakin.

*nanti kalo aku ada duit aku repair ko kay?* T_T

pitch black

somehow,i got sick of everything. i felt sick with everything that i saw. i felt damn sick with everything that i read. with everything that i heard,everything that i touched. i don't even feel passionate about anything,anymore. its hard to dealt with my own inner self. i stop looking at everything positively. i start to feel gloomy and solemn and depressed and all of sudden everything feels like, how should i say this, feels like shit. its hard to face the reality when you know that your dreams are being crushed. everybody else seems fine. everybody else seems to moving on. i wanted to. i really do. but i cant feel my legs. and i cant see where am i heading to. its all pitch black. i cant even smile correctly without knowing my smile is crocked. i cant even laugh wholeheartedly when i know my heart is crying. this is sick. maybe i am tired. you know? maybe i had it enough already. I'm done. i felt like my hard work, my pain, my strength all been took away and i couldn't do anything about it. and there i was. just stood there, staring blankly without fighting back, coz i know,i never could have won this fight. shit. i should fight back,i think. i should have the strength and courage to fight back. but, not yet. this isn't the time yet. and when the time comes, I'll speak. I'll speak as loud as i can so you can hear me. so the world can hear me, notice me, realize that I'm right here. I'll get out. but for now, let me just sit here quietly. let me do this properly. let me face this with all the strength i have left. let me just be strong for myself, just for once, coz everyday i felt like i wanted to end this misery. this is depressing. and please, i don't need you for judgement. i don't need you for pointing out my wrong. i just need to find myself. and i wish i could do this. even though the world has turn his back on you, you still need to move on. and you need to be strong. aite?

these boots are made for walking... lalala

Argh! Just check the latest cleo n stunned by these smashing new booties. Cantiknya boots ni. Cantik sgt. Kalo ada duit ni mmg dah bli. Totally awesome. Funky, edgy but still feminine. Serious cute sgt.

Aku try bukak cleo.com tok amek gamba boots tu,but then cam hampa ckit ar. Coz web die not fully utilize and macam ntah pape pun de gak. Quite disappointed. Coz cleo is my favorite mag. Aku dulu de gak kumpul remaja,but then it gets boring. So boring that I yawned at every page. Haha. Neway,lets not get out of pint here.

Boots yang aku tgk semua cute n best. As I said before, funky, edgy but still feminine. And satu lagi yang aku minat. Sneaker heels. Look,even Leighton Meester wears it!

ske ske ske ske ske ske ske ske ske!!
probs is,harga die sgt mahal!!!
nk soh yus beli. *evil laugh*
these boots are made for walking... lalala~~~

bakal berehat

sekarang musim demam. bukan demam AF,coz we're so over it. skunk musim demam exam. untuk kawan-kawan,

selamat berjuang.

aku jaga bakal berehat berblog ni. nak focus. well,subjek aku bukanlah sesenang ABC eventho aku tau cam ramai pandang enteng. aiceh~ anyway,aku dah apply tok tukar coz. aku dah wat sume yang aku mampu untuk mencapai impian aku. aku tau,bukan senang nak berubah. bukan senang nak meninggalkan apa yang dah terjalin. sabar ye? kita bukan pergi jauh. satu uitm gak. ahaks. aku just nak share gamba2 yg fun tok aku amek n fun untuk aku tgk. hakhak

tip n aton bujet kembaq

gamba-gamba ini diambil ketika test c++. kami terlalu tak tau nk wat apa sampai terhasil la karya-karya agung seperti ini. tolong jangan tiru. more at here.

there's no other new updates from me. saya xde la pergi paris ke mana kan. so tak syok la nak cite pape. haha. ok. gud luck (again) untuk semua. i know,luck is really needed at times like this. especially when we were day-dreaming most of the time in classes,thinking

'what the fcuk??'.

have the courage to say no

Have the courage to say no is the most important thing. Having your friends stayed beside you is great, but the important thing is you. I know that you wanted to be good guy here. You wanted to help people in need but still, you need to look out for yourself too. Tolongla jangan terlampau obsess dengan kawan anda. Bukan maksudnya kamu tak boleh bertindak baik langsung,bukan bermaksud kamu jangan menolong langsung,tapi berpada-pada. I’ve got too many great friends who are willing to help me in times. Seriously, too many. Most of them willing to sacrifice their times, their money at some point to help me. I do appreciate their help so much, and I’ll do everything in return.

But limitation is important. Takyah la sampai bangun kol 4 pagi dan mengambil teksi semata-mata untuk menemani kawan anda yang ketakutan di stesen bus. Tu bukan membantu. Tu merosakkan diri. Lagi-lagi kalo dah ke berapa kali nye kamu berbuat begitu. Saya faham,kamu tu nak menolong,kamu kasihan, tapi kamu tak kasihan kan diri kamu? Kamu tu nak exam. Dahla jauh kolej kamu dgn hentian bus. tak kisah la kalo kawan kamu tu bayar balik duit kamu. tenaga kamu,masa kamu,bazirkan cam2 je. yang paling xley blah,ada ke die suruh kamu ponteng kelas untuk teman die?? WTF?? Kawan kamu pun satu. Kenapa begitu selfish? Kalo kamu dah tahu kamu takut di stesen bus sorang2 waktu tengah malam,yang begitu bahlul nak ambik bus waktu malam buat pe? Pe ke la bongok sangat diri kawan kamu tu? Dah la menyusahkan orang lain. Tak reti nak berdikari lak tu. Kalo dah gatal nak amek bus waktu malam,pandai jugak la balik sendiri. Ngada-ngada sangat!

Wahai kawan saya,tolong la jangan bagi muka sangat. Tolongla. Kamu tu kena tindas tau x? kamu tu kena guna pakai tau x? kalo semata2 alasan nak tolong kawan,baik jangan kawan je dengan die. Argh,aku plak yang emo. Aku seyez xske la kalo kawan aku kena men camni. Kalo pakcik teksi ni cas lebey pun aku dah panas,ni plak rumate ko yang OVER dan mengada2 sangat2. Weyh,suck gile. Aku xsangka de lagi kawan camni wujud. Siyez ko busuk gile perangai. Janganla wahai kawan saya,jangan tertipu dengan perangai busuk macam tu. Cakap tak nak ley x?

Ramai sangat kawan aku yang kena tindas camni. Ada yang kawan dah lama pun buat taik gak. Yang bitching kat belakang pun ada. Yang nak rampas balak pun ada. Weyh,panas siot. Aku cakap kat diorg,kadang,susah kalo kite nak nasihat minah2 camni. Tp ko la kena ubah. Ko jangan ikut cakap die. As I said before, have the courage to say no. jangan la rasa bersalah lak. Dah kalo permintaan macam siot,watpe nk ikut. Kalo dah emergency,tak pe la. Well,ko pun boleh beza kan antara emergency dengan plain gediks. Saja nak menyusahkan. Panas panas.

dalam dunia ni,tak semua yang kita boleh percaya. tak semua yang baik. tak semua yang macam kita. kena pandai la untuk kenal,mana intan,mana permata. kalo tak tahu,analisis. macam step dalam c++ tu. kalo dapat soalan,way analysis dulu. mana untuk output,mana untuk input dari user. macam biasa. janganla asyik nak output je. mintak input xmo. (sorry la. exam c++ dah dekat. kena aplikasi dalam kehidupan). jangan mudah percaya kan orang. nanti kamu ditindas. kamu yang kena bertindak. kamu yang kena berubah. bukan mereka. jadi,apa lagi. bertindak la. jangan jadi macam lembu yang dicucuk hidung,pergi ke mana tuanmu bawa. ok?

waiting

i'm waiting patiently for your email.
just a stupid,simple email.
it felt like thousand words in it.
so hard to reach me.
am i that far?
my patient is running out.
please dont test me.
coz i got soo many test coming.


and i'm still waiting.

fesbuk

i dun get it.
wat so great bout fesbuk?
a lot of my pren like it.
y?
i dun like it.
boring.
make me wan to yawn.
jas same as mespes and plenter.
u olredi noe ur pren.
u c them everiday.
why need all tis?
u can mesej them like owez.
y? y?
boling la kena jaga ini akoun.
bukak2,orang xkenal pun add juga.
last2,pren list manyak penuh olang i xkenal.
macam fester n mespes juga.
apa beza?
ada kuiz ka?