May 28, 2010

no. actually it's not "the poison", but its more like "never bloom again".




Lighting struck, now its silent and dark
Like to try to light a candle
But for that I'd need a spark

Our luck changed, dont know what
Dont know when,
but it changed, and now its hard
Not to dwell on memories

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again
I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

Now its cold on my side of the bed
Though you're near, you're far away
Partly here, partly gone

Our luck changed,I dont know why
Dont know when, I wonder where we would end up
If we could start again

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again
I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again
I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

gee,masih tak percaya. goodbye and goodluck.

May 26, 2010

youthSays



what is exactly Youthsays?

Youthsays.com ni macam platform untuk remaja yang aged dari (15 sampai 35) untuk melibatkan diri dalam macam-macam perkara yang berfaedah la.

bagi aku,Youthsays ni macam brand new Rakan Muda.remember Rakan Muda?

yes. Yakin Boleh. Malaysia Boleh. kan?

anyway,YouthSays ni juga percaya bahawa "by rewarding more youths, more youths will be encouraged to take actions – actions which can influence or change things"

which i think is a very positive way to encourage teenagers in doing things.

jadi YouthSays ini tempat untuk remaja berbuat baik dan getting rewards for it,kind of.

for example,

"Linus Chung is representing Malaysia as a top 3 finalist for a global film challenge.

If he gets enough votes, he will receive an all-expense paid trip to New York City, Washington DC and Hollywood in September to raise this local filmmaker to a global platform!

We need more Malaysian heroes. And now is your chance to create one."


jadi,dengan kamu,ye kamu,boleh membantu beliau dengan click di sini,

kamu akan membantu saya sekaligus membantu beliau untuk menang di persada dunia. yay!


soooooooooooooooooo,please help me to help him by clicking here!


thanks guys. :)

May 25, 2010

define beauty

cantik?
apa maksud cantik bagi kau? kurus dan sempurna?


aku juga tersentap bila baca luahan hati anoneemus dan fynn jamal tentang kisah mereka sewaktu kecil. tapi mungkin setiap orang lain kes nya,dan bagi aku,aku tidaklah seteruk seperti yang mereka alami. but hey,it did helps me in a certain way.


aku ada seorang kakak. kakak kandung.

yang aku akui,sangat cantik,kurus dan petite.



biasala,watak baik maka biasanya akan disisipkan dengan perlakuan yang baik seperti rajin, bertanggungjawab , mendengar kata dan lain lain. dia bukanlah genius gila tapi alhamdulillah, jalan pembelajaran dia dipermudahkan tuhan.



jadi,akak aku selalu dijadikan contoh dan menjadi poojaan keluarga aku.




sedangkan aku bukan lah pandai,bukanlah rajin,bukanlah mendengar kata.
apatah lagi aku bukanlah kurus.
dari kecik aku dibandingkan. bukan setakat dengan keluarga sendiri,dibandingkan dengan sepupu yang lahir satu tahun. biasalah kalo dah family kau ada yang sepupu lahir dalam tahun yang sama,mula dibandingkan.



"anak sipolan berapa A spm?"
"eleh,xde la hebat mana pun. berlagak je lebih."


ataupun,


"tengok anak ehemehem tu. hebat je. asal tak hebat sangat markah ni?"
"buat malu ni. kalo *insert-nama-orang-dulu2* masuk universiti,dah jadi menteri agaknya"



kalo yang tu tahan la lagi kan.
kalo di kutuk yang ini?



"asal kau ni gemuk sangat adek oi!"
"bontot besar ni"
"pungkuk lebaq"
"tak lama lagi ada potensi masuk the biggest loser"



dibandingkan pulak dengan orang yang memang kurus/rangka kecik. (read :akak aku.)
sampaikan nama timangan aku kat kampung --> "kembang".



aaaiiiihhh~~~
panas betul sungguh aku terasa.



lama lama aku percaya yang diri aku ni sememang nya gemuk.
lemak merata-rata.
tak cantik sebab gemuk.
ada potensi jadi obes.



bila dah macam ni, self-esteem pun rendah kan?
mula la rasa tak best jadi diri sendiri,memang takdir diri ni gemuk.



tapi keluarga aku hanya mediocre la kutukannya.
ia tak la sampai membuatkan aku rasa nak bunuh diri ke mende.
alah bisa tegal biasa kan?



bila aku dewasa,aku comparekan diri aku dengan orang lain.
hey,aku taklah gemuk mana.
aku taklah sehodoh mana.
aku taklah tidak bernasib baik mana.



jadi ia buatkan aku rasa yakin.
sayangkan diri.



mungkin bagi orang lain,peristiwa tu membuatkan mereka rasa tak layak bergaul dengan orag lain,tapi bagi aku,
aku amek ia dari segi positive.



perlian orang aku anggap biasa,xde masalah,
sebab kutukan pedas dari family sendiri dah jadi macam makanan ruji.
telinga dah jadi imun.
ia juga menyebabkan gurauan aku mungkin agak kasar bagi sesetengah orang. maaf.


kesimpulannya,

aku tidaklah menggalakkan orang mengajar anak dia dengan membandingkan dan merendah kan diri anak-anak mereka.
cuma generasi sekarang terlampau asyik dengan kecantikan,
terlampau taksub dengan keindahan,
sedangkan kecantikan dalam diri langsung tak hirau.
come on.




jangan jadi hipokrit.
aku rasa semua usha awek/pakwe based on kehenseman/kecantikan.
kan?
ok,jangan jawab. ini soalan retorik.

May 24, 2010

working

saya bekerja sekarang.
saya nak kumpul duit.
owh tidak tidak.
tak boleh belanja.
sebab saya kena bayar sesuatu
dan beli sesuatu.
lets hope cross our fingers that i'll be able to at least buy something for myself.
eh,nope.
crossing our finger is not good at all.
let me rephrase that.
lets pray that i'll be able to at least buy something for myself.
amin. :)

May 18, 2010

one of the best bedroom design ever.






wish i had one of these... (--")

this is a bedroom,believe it or not.
what about rooms with small space?
no worries there. :)
ok i know that the rooms looked big,
but the furniture is space-saving. ;p







and others design which i love.
and imagine my COMICS instead of those books.
btw,isnt it cool to have your house like this?
huh,keep on dreaming la dey.

May 17, 2010

Greyson Chance

boy he was amazing. you guys should see others too.





i love when he sang at 2:51. he is so damn good!

btw,he wrote two songs. first is 'Stars' and 'Broken Hearts'.

the story behind the song 'Stars' is about a woman who dies of cancer and become a stars,and later meets her husband in heaven, as what he tolds in "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in May 2010.


watch out Bieber. we already took a vaccine for your "Bieber Fever".

May 10, 2010

tongue twisters

i love tongue twister. eventho i'm a lil lack in some sense of saying some words (i bet you know what i means). lol. so here some for your tongue pleasure.

(^^)




1. If you understand, say “understand” . If you don’t understand, say ” don’t understand”. But if you understand and say “don’t understand”. How do I understand that you understand? Understand!

2.I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won’t wish the wish you wish to wish.

3. Sounding by sound is a sound method of sounding sounds.

4 ..A sailor went to sea to see, what he could see. And all he could see was sea, sea, sea.

5 .. Purple Paper People, Purple Paper People, Purple Paper People

6 ..If two witches were watching two watches, which witch would watch which watch?

7 ..I thought a thought.But the thought I thought wasn’t the thought I thought I thought. If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought, I wouldn’t have thought so much.

8 ..Once a fellow met a fellow In a field of beans. Said a fellow to a fellow, “If a fellow asks a fellow, Can a fellow tell a fellow What a fellow means?”

9.Mr Inside went over to see Mr Outside. Mr Inside stood outside and called to MrOutside inside.

Mr Outside answered Mr Inside from inside and Told Mr Inside to come inside. Mr Inside said “NO”, and told Mr Outside to come outside.

Mr Outside and Mr Inside argued from inside and outside about going outside or coming inside. Finally, Mr Outside coaxed Mr Inside to come inside, then both Mr Outside and Mr Inside went outside to the riverside.

10..SHE SELLS SEA SHELLS ON THE SEA SHORE , BUT THE SEA SHELLS THAT SHE SELLS, ON THE SEA SHORE ARE NOT THE REAL ONES

11..The owner of the inside inn was inside his inside inn with his inside outside his inside inn.

12.. If one doctor doctors another doctor does the doctor who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does the doctor doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors?

“When a doctor falls ill another doctor doctor’s the doctor. Does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctor the doctor in his own way or does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctors the doctor in the doctor’s way”

13..We surely shall see the sun shine shortly. Whether the weather be fine, Or whether the weather be not, Whether the weather be cold Or whether the weather be hot, We’ll weather the weather Whatever the weather, Whether we like it or not. Watch? Whether the weather is hot.

Whether the weather is cold. Whether the weather is either or not. It is whether we like it or not.

14..Nine nice night nurses nursing nicely .

15 .A flea and a fly in a flue Said the fly “Oh what should we do” Said the flea” Let us fly Said the fly”Let us flee” So they flew through a flaw in the flue

16..If you tell Tom to tell a tongue-twister his tongue will be twisted as tongue-twister twists tongues.

17..Mr. See owned a saw.And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw Before Soar saw See, Which made Soar sore.Had Soar seen See’s saw Before See sawed Soar’s seesaw, See’s saw would not have sawed Soar’s seesaw. So See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw.But it was sad to see Soar so sore Just because See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw.




have fun?

May 7, 2010

pencarian bermula....

dok umah sewa bukan senang. macam macam ragam jumpa. bila dah jumpa yang ok,mesti ada banyak perselisihan faham yang buat perhubungan lagi kukuh kan?

jadi persoalan nya nak cari kat mana yang ok tu?

sebelum tu,nak cari kat mana member umah sewa yang baru nii???






oleh sebab kak zety dan kak dila dah out dari umah sewa kami dan masuk alam keje/holiday,kami terpaksa cari member yang baru. ni yang payah skit ni.

oleh sebab tuan rumah kami baik,siyezly baek,tapi hakikatnya,kami masih kena bayar. satu rumah sewa RM 900.00. bahagi 4 orang.





mari kita belajar kira-kira.

sebulan RM 900.00. bahagi 4 ...................................... RM 225.00
duit api + air bahagi 4 .................................................... RM 25.00

TOTAL SATU BULAN YANG TAK DUDUK LANGSUNG : RM 250.OO

oleh kerana UiTM di hati ku cuti 2 bulan, maka kita darabkan dengan 2 ye adik adik.

TOTAL 2 BULAN YANG TAK DUDUK LANGSUNG : RM 500.00

owh yeah. life is good.





maka kami perlu mencari rakan serumah secepat mungkin yakni sebelum kami balik yakni 9 mei 2010 ini.

tipah iklan kan kat cari.com. nampak la hasilnya. setakat ni baru la 2,3 orang datang tengok. semua tak jadi. (ok,yang last tu kami ala ala harap xjadi sebab kerek gile. belum pape macam dah kerek,pecer?). adeh.

kami tak mintak banyak. kami cari housemate yang simple je.

ciri ciri yang diperlukan untuk duduk serumah dengan sengal 4 orang:

1. muslim ADA VAGINA. BUKAN ADA SCROTUM.

2. kami tak suke perempuan emo hempas-hempas barang. kami risau barang itu sedih.

3. boleh bertimbang rasa dalam membeli barang/peralatan/kebersihan. kire gilir2 la buang sampah ke. mende basic la. sebab kami beli barang biasanya memang satu rumah pakai. takde konsep kau punya kau pakai sorang. unless makanan la. takpun kalo orang tu beli,mintak la pinjam kan. xdela buat macam harta sendiri. standard procedure la.

4. yang ni penting. JANGAN MENCURI. cuak gak an dapat housemate jenis kaki curi-curi ni. kami buat hukum hudud kang.

5. TIDAK MEROKOK DALAM RUMAH. ok,aku boleh faham la kalau kau merokok ke mende kan. aku xde la nak marah sebab hak kau. tapi jangan la merokok dalam rumah. ok?

6. ramah la skit. aku cakap siyez ni. aku paling anti kalo aku senyum pastu memang tak bersambut. kalo ko bad mood aku faham la. xde la nak expect ko tersengih setiap masa. at least ada juga tegur-tegur.

7. aku ada baca sal orang lain yang dapat housemate dari nurakka,jadi aku pun kena la mention kat sini,walaupun aku rasa cam tak penting sebab benda ni basic,yakni kalo kau duduk umah dengan kami,jangan la buang pad kamu merata-rata. pas dah guna toilet basuh pad kau,kau basuh jugak la sekeliling tu. kowt2 de darah tinggal. aku siyes anti skit sal mende ni. (sebab tu geli je nak pakai toilet awam. de je darah2. yucks!)

8. dapat toleransi dengan perangai kami yang sengal-sengal bile musim exam. owh yeah.









jadi,ada permohonan? sila cepat cepat ye? borang masih terbuka. rumah terhangat di pasaran. termasuk gadis gadis gadis gadis nya sekali. <--- kena 4 kali gadis sebab ada 4 orang. kang aku letak satu je yakni link aku korang kata aku pasan. lol.