minutes away

hye people. now i'm minutes away from entering new world. haha~ cheesy. not much to say as this week i keep bumping my ass at trah's bike. adoiyai. very itchy when you were sitting on bike for quite a time. lagi2 vibrate time ada belang2 kuning yg tebal atas jalan (*note,jalan ni de kat depan smksp). dah la gatal,xley nak garu lak tu. cit. have to setel everything by myself now. sedey gak coz tyme medical check up kne g sesorg,as everyone else was accompanied by someone. xpela. dah besar kan? ahaks!

wat else wat else? oh yes. went to the movies today. to watch TRANSFORMERS! wit kak nona. she got free tickets,thanz to her biggest bro. hehe before that,pegi jmp yus dulu. xsempat jumpe lme2. sedih gak la. hope he's doing fine. owh,gonna miss him so much after this. i really do.

kak nona and me

the free movie passes

next,to klcc. siyezly,this is one of the movies yg buat aku xdok diam,asyik nk berdebar je. very awesome! action-packed from beginning. great storyline,marvelous cgi and of course handsome shia le beouf. ske kat die since even steven g. hehe.this movie is way batter than terminator 4, which is for me too cliche and boring. aku siap nguap g tyme tgk terminator. and christian bale doesnt attract me. so,senang kire,g ah tgk transformer. haha

enuff wit the movie review. neway,something happens at the cinema that makes me wanna start an angry mob. anyway,it already started. ada ke patut,tgh2 climax cite, ley lak movie tu stop and lights are on. sume mcm 'eehh..ape ni??!!' ok,maybe tecnical difficulty. its ok la. but then the movie started back at nowhere. tau2 je dah abes. aku igt g, tyme tu optimus ngah nk tarik pale si fallen,kalo xsilap. pastu,ley plak yg tukang jaga wat mke innocent,dgn tak explen nye kat kitorg, and suddenly pintu dah bukak. mcm nk halau je. asem tol. kak nona pun panas la. me too actually. bazir la tiket tu,eventhough technically kitorg pay nothing. tembak nye tembak en. afiq (yg jaga wayang tyme tu) tersebut, kami pun blah.

the angry mob

oleh kerna kak nona ngidam cawan transformers,kami pun patah balik ke tgv. tau2 je,kat sne dah ada sort of angry mob yg nakkan perjelasan dr diorg. yala,we pay for a good movie,and this is wat we get? cam xpuas ati la. then the manager call sume yg xpuas ati td. i was happy at first. igtkan dapat la tgk blk scene yg xdpt tgk tu. tau2 je,manager die mara2. die cakap die xmara,but then the way he's talking and yelling mcm kitorg lak yg salah. the a guy from singapore asked him,asal lak nk mara kitorg ni?? fights n fights happens. aku xde la mara sgt senonye,just dissatisfy. but the way manager handle this stuff,is soo unprofessional. anyway anyhow, customer always rite. so senyum je la. npe nk kne mara2. we don't want to know what's your problem,we just want to see the scene we missed. tu je. tp die mcm xfaham2. marah staff die. what for? aiyoyo.

the golden ticket.

after fighting and angry noises here and there,we finally get money back. now that's what i call a money back guarantee. ahaks. oleh kerna kami pakai free passes,xdpt la duit blk. tp dpt staff free passes. cam2 la lebey kurang. boleyla encik. so,ada movie yg ley tgk lagi ni. de spe2 nk ikut?

aku benci

aku benci anjing gile bodoh kat umah aku.
bodoh!
kalo dah kuman,merayap plak tu.
kalo jalan sje2 xganggu orang,tarak hal.
ni bodo g kejar orang buat pe?
bodoh! aku benci gile.
siyezly.
aku mmg xley tgk anjing. fobia tau x?
aku benci!

asal aku kuar umah je,
xley langsung nk ketenangan.
kne menjenguk2 macam bodoh kot2 de anjing bawah keta.
kne beware mcm siot takut ad kat tepi pokok.
dah mcm cite thriller je.
siot!

aarrgghh! yg penting aku mmg xske la.
tensen je.
asal umah aku de byk anjing liar??
asal??
adoiyai..

working

working is sure fun as hell,as long as you got the rite guys for the job. pengalaman keje yg aku dpt xsampai 2 bulan ni sgt best. siyezly. byk pengalaman yg aku dapat. i can communicate confidently, i can observed people better, and i sure hope those stuffs i learned before makes me stronger in times. tak perlu belajar dari orang hebat2 untuk mendapat sebuah ilmu. life is a learning process itself. spe2 yg blum g penah keje,please try. sometimes when u feel like you've gone through hell,and you've been through enuff, think again. bila kita bekerja,kita nampak erti kehidupan sebenar. yang kesenangan tu datang sekejap,dan boleh pergi sekelip mata je. yang perkahwinan dengan percintaan sahaja tak pernah cukup,malah tanpa duit,boleh ubah sapa2 je. yang sesungguhnya, sebuah senyuman boleh mengubah pandangan kita terhadap dunia. mungkin ada yang berkata,aku ni baru melihat dunia. baru nampak secebis erti kehidupan. memang. aku masih mentah. masih belum kenal siapa yang patut aku percaya,siapa yang patut aku awasi. tp dengan bekerja,aku kenal macam2 orang. macam2 cerita.

owh,aku terlalu jauh terpesong. hurm,aku bekerja dari 12 may sampai 22 jun,yakni semalam,dan itu bererti aku dah tamat bekerja. bukan gila duit (*maaf ye trah,aku bukan gila duit sgt, walau pun de gak rasa nk duit. haha) tp sebab sabtu ni tmpt keje aku de event besar. sume sebuk. n aku terlalu berat hati nk berhenti dalam ke'chaos'an tmpt keje aku. tp,sebab uitm lagi penting,so aku kne gak benti. neway,nk bukak akaun bank islam g, g skool g, g medical check up g. penat seyh~ sedey sgt nk tinggalkan diorg. owh ya,aku bekerja bersama kak june dan abg rizal. sebab tu kat umah aku asyik tersasul panggil kak june je. marah kak nona. ahaks!

neway, at first msk, mmg chuak. coz abg rizal mke cam nk makan org je.. haha lme2 aku kenal die,aku tau yg die ok. dan die sgt ok. just he has some temper. other than that, he's quite an ok brother.

kak june lak mmg best. very happy go lucky. but her mouth is quite a stung. agak berbisa bile bercakap. ops,bukan berbisa,tp xbertapis. maybe coz she's too comfortable around guys. maybe. but then she's nice. very nice. dan skunk pun kedai aku tgh rebound dr kejatuhan dlu. pekerja lme curi barang dari kedai,x key in duit dan yg paling ketara curi rokok. so,skunk kire team yg ni yg paling ok takat ni. xla nk membangga diri. haha~tp xpela. at least i'm a part of this great team. ok,ex team. haha~ neway, rindu korunk sume.. nnt kalo kite g celcom tower kite jumpe korunk balik tau?? muahx muahx muahx! haha

tingkat aku berkerja

me with kak june

abg rizal budjet

great team.

going away

owh,i'm on hiatus for next few weeks.
dun miss me guys.
i know you will.
neway,i will be at shah alam,
in hope of pursuing what i believe,
and trying to reach new dream.

new dreams?
well,yeah.
people can change.
dreams too.
and please hope i do stay the way i am.
coz i dont want to change.
for the good,well,yeah,but somehow no.
i love me,just the way i am.
not a narcissist.
maybe just afraid.
very afraid.
a lil bit excited too.
aaahh~
xtau lah!


yg penting,die dah nk pergi.
awak awak.
kalo awak xpegi boleh x?
please. please. please.
pretty please.
:(

old pals

kami semua

the macho men

dari kiri : che',jerry,hanis,afifi,arep,azam,ikhwan,afnan,farouq

gadis petak

the er...

dari atas kiri : peha,mash,majidah,mayam,hazy,awyn.
dari bawah kiri : trah,fatin,una,aku,nadea


(*maaf kepada sesiapa yg aku xwat link. hehe~)

oh ya. adda,duma,ratu dan juga arep dtg lmbt. act aku tunggu post sal reunioun ni kuar kat blog azam dlu,but i guess he's too busy with exam. haha. ske dpt jmp korunk,even at times i was kindda lost. xtau pe mende korunk ckp. too many inside joke. hurm.. nevertheless, gonna miss you all! neway,see you all in the next 5 years. kite tgk spe kawen dlu. opss!! hehe

guy oh guys

please la lelaki sekalian. if you wanna tackle a girl,dont freak her out by giving her stuff with her name on it. it may be sweet to somebody else,but not for most of us. dahla nama pun xbg,suddenly nk bagi hadiah. pyscho ke pe? kalo la tol2 nk tackle,please be gentlemen. dun rush things. we dun like guys who rush. be slow. relax~ adoiyai! lum bagitau nme,dah nk ajak g wayang ke? adoiyai~ tak ske tak ske. here's some tips for you kay?


stuffs that turn we off




1. long fingernails.

totally s.u.c.k.s!! please guys. xkisah la korunk nk wat pe dgn kuku tu,still gross!! suck weyh.. aku mmg xske gle laki2 yg kuku panjang ni.. even abg aku pun aku soh potong. kalo yg bersih tu,tahan la g.. ni siap de itam2 la bwh tu.. uueeww~~~ totally OFF!

2. many2 bulu dada
this may sound funny,but aku mmg xske byk2 bulu ni.. eeuuww~~~ sgt2 geli dowh. xtau la pompuan len kan. haha~ kalo bley,misai2 n janggut2 pun aku xbrape ske.. semak mata aku.. kalo bersih je kan nice..

3. guys in pink

please. i hate guys in pink. pink is totally a privilege for girls only. and not for guys. de byk g wane len dlm dunia ni,but why pink? please la. korunk tau x bile korunk pakai pink, tu bukan macho, bukan metroseksual, tp entahla.. aku pun xtau.. tp siyezly aku akn de satu stereotaip kat guys yg pakai pink. sorry!

4. pakai celak

memang aku sedar pakai celak tu sunnah rasullulah s.a.w,and pakai celak ley elokkkan mata. tp kalo nk pakai niat elok,xpe la.. ni nk pakai semata2 kunun EMO. s.u.c.k. kalo tol2 korunk rasa nk pakai,pakai kat umah.. xyah meningkatkan kejengkelan orang ramai. especially aku.


5. skinny jeans

fesyen camni buat aku teringat zaman2 aku skola dlu,yg dak2 ramai 'kunun' punk. bagi aku ni mmg fesyen crime ever!! everytime aku nmpk guys yg pakai TOO SKINNY jeans,aku akan bagi wrong impression,as if they are into girls. kalo jeans yg straight cut,ok je bagi aku.. ni kalo dah jenis jahit sendri bg lagi ketat,xrasa cam sgt menyesakkan ke? camne nk masukkan kaki korunk? impressive. very impressive.


aku mintak maaf bagi spe2 yg terasa. ni just pendapat aku. for me,this is the biggest crime in men's fashion ever. coz bile aku keje,aku jmp byk yg buat aku jengkel.. tp senyum je la kan. neway,aku xkesa kalo wat rambut mohawk ke, perut bulat ke (*cute wat?? hehe~), wane rambut ke. tu identiti korunk kan. tp tula.. these are a few things yg aku xske la.. hehe~~

poser

ak ske sangat baca blog2 kawan aku,coz blog kwn2 mmg fun. but then,when i look at my own blog,it was filled with nothing. no fun info, no fancy graphic,just words and sometimes it was meaningless, for you. aku bukak blog ni bukan tok meniru sesiapa,tp mungkin tok blajar menonjolkan diri aku yg sebenar. i'm totally not a poser. well,actually poser tu pun maksudnye len.

having a blog is like having a diary. well i'm not that type of girl who has a diary in her closet. aku penah de diary dlu,once pas aku abes spm. tu pun xtahan lme. haha~ aku rasa cam ada ADD yg buat aku susah tok simpan diary. once aku pikir something, it will lead to other thing and eventually i will forget what i wanted to say in the first place. haha

this blog is something personal to me. beside having a blog,i prefer to read other blog,especially someone that i dont really know. seronok melihat pandangan orang asing tentang kehidupan,tentang kerajaan yg bermain politik, tentang masalah dunia. its like diving into their mind and world without having any resistance from them. example mcm sue anna joe. she is a very talented photographer and reading her blog is very fun. how about him ? he is a pyscologist who just came back from adelaide. ntahla. bagi aku sume ni fun. aku juga pernah bercita2 tok menjadi seorg pyschologist. membaca perihal manusia yg sgt misteri. macam mana seorang anak dapat menghentak kepala bapanya sendri yg suatu ketika dulu memeluk die di saat die takut? misteri kan? human is definitely a very complicated creature. me too is a very complicated creature. sometimes,aku susah nk faham pe yg terjadi kat dlm badan aku. kenapa aku buat camni sedangkan aku tahu yg aku patut wat camtu. pelik kan manusia ni?

entahlah. kadang2 aku dapat rasa yg aku juga seorang poser. meniru sedangkan tak tahu apa2. berada di sana semata2 ingin kelihatan hebat. mendengar sesuatu kerana ingin diterima. kita semua poser sebenarnye. cuma sedar atau tidak je. aku juga ingin mengikut trend indie. membeli baju indie. (ini hanya contoh ok? ) well,niat hati bukan nk fit in sgt pun,dah baju mmg kewl kan? :) tp tu la.

remaja still mencari identiti sendri kan? dan aku juga remaja. cuma tak begitu taksub dgn segala mende ni. aku pun nk mngikut fesyen terbaru,tp mungkin sedikit terlambat. tp xsalah kan nk mengikut trend semasa, cuma kena berpada2 la. just be yourself, even though you still dont know who you are,yet.

tagged again????

aku xpenah wat 3 post dlm 1 mlm.. haha~~ spe nk baca,bacalah.. xmo aku xpaksa.. neway,aku tau azam mesti baca coz die nk tau pe aku rasa sal die.. hahahaha~~~

1. Copy badge "2009 Cute's 3logger Award" untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

seperti yg anda baca di azam,aku pun xley la letak gamba badge tu.. btol gak.. wat pe nk letak.. so aku nk letak gamba 3 makhluk tuhan yg wat aku happy kat umah ni..

asadullah,dania,dijah

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

owh,azam adnan.. hurmm.. first impression,kurus kering,byk cakap,ceria memanjang.. gelak mcm nanny fran fine. loud and long. aku bek dgn abg ko dlu b4 aku rapat dgn ko.. well,nk kata rapat sgt pun xla coz ko dan aku berbeda gitu.. hahaha~~ lepak dgn ko fun,coz ko umpama media hiburan aku,cme ko xbercetak n ko bergerak.. pe g aku nk cakap.. ha,kite start rapat tyme zaman harry potter tu,n aku rasa cam aku disturbance antara ko n ryu.. tp xpe,aku wat derk je.. haha aku envy ko coz aku nk english aku better dari ko,n skunk aku rasa english aku makin suck.. lme xpractise.. pas tu,kite berpisah jauh~~~ n ko terkejut beruk bile aku kol ko ari tu rite?? haha

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).


1. well known,aku gile komik

2. hati aku dah berpunya.. (ok,muntah skunk~)

3. is there any cure for procrastination???

4. music is a part of my life

5. aku ske victorian era,style zaman dlu2

6. aku jiwang,tp cam xmo ngaku. ha!

7. aku byk personaliti.

8. ske pyscho org.

9. kalo aku ske satu brg tu,aku akan pakai sampai bertahun2 xganti2

10. boros dalam mende remeh2. tau2 duit abes. cit!


4. Anda perlu memilih 6 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

spe2 nk wat,sila la.. ramai membe aku dah tagged.. haha~~

n las jgn lupa untuk melawat blog mereka dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan:

dan aku juga xkan buat yg ni.. terima kasih~

missing star

i can never really tell you why
i've been missing you a lot
and i just have to take another look
of your photo in my wallet
and there's no reason why
i keep your t-shirt by my side when i sleep
pretend that you're never really gone

its like a missing star
coz always been up on your sky
it's like the rainbow never come after the rain
its like the sun never rises in every other morning
how am i supposed to live without those things
they're all you.

missing *
yuna

http://www.myspace.com/yunaroomrecords

orang kata

orang kata,
bercinta tu indah,
dicubit pun tak terasa.

orang kata,
bercinta tu mcm mkn sambal belacan,
pedas sampai mengalir air mata,
tp masih dimakan jua.

orang kata,
lelaki ni susah nak faham,
buat yg ni salah,buat yg tu geram.

orang kata,
lelaki ni pandai memujuk,
tu yg buat kita sayang.

orang kata,
berkawan biar seribu,
yg dia tetap satu.

orang kata,
jangan benci sepenuh hati,
nanti sayang separuh mati.

orang kata,
perempuan macam kerak nasi,
lama-lama, lembut la sendiri.

orang kata,
perempuan ni memang lembut,
sekali mengamuk,patah riuk.

orang kata,
berkahwin nanti pahit,
bosan dgn perangai si dia.

orang kata,
berkahwin tu byk syarat,
yang penting,hati ikhlas.

yang ni orang yang kata la.. aku xkata pape..