But still,dari kecik aku bayangkan lelaki impian aku macam tu. Lelaki yang tinggi,putih,specky. I dun know why he has to be specky,but for me,specky == cool and mysterious and so and so... why mysterious? because mysterious looks cool. tenang dalam apa jua keadaan. macam Ryu Amakusa. or in another word, matang. nampak macho kan lelaki matang?
Die mestilah gagah dan jantan (ok,I know the word ‘jantan’ is quite funny but that’s how I describe it. lolz). badan kalo boleh nak yg ketak ketak. Bukan macam Malik Nor, tapi biasa2 je sudey. ala,yg ada 6-packs tu.. lolz. And most definitely, my dream guy will come and rescue me from any harm. Owh,so macho~~~
Contoh? Hurm,I would say Brad Pitt. No, not zaquan adha eventho he is quite charming. But a lil bit too jambu for me. Hahaha Val Kilmer is nice too. That is before he got fat,ok? I really love him in Batman Forever and The Saint. Another great example is Dean Cain. He is awesome in Superman. Lolz. Notice both of the guys were from superheroes movies? Yes,it shows that they are truly MACHOO!! Lolz lolz.
the ever awesome dean cain.
Yes, I could say a thousand words on how I want my man should be. I could describe a thousand ways of my fantasies. But still, Yus is the best. Why?
Because he is real.
He is real because he do have weakness. He is real when he does cry. He is real when he does mad at me. He is real when he does feel jealousy. Eventho he never tall, never fair and never cool, he is perfect in my eyes.
To tell you the truth,i do despise him at our first sight. and as you all know, we've been classmates for two years. and you could say that i hate him. yela, bising sangat dalam kelas. memekak je.lolz. he always makes stupid jokes that i kindda hate. he's never been in my list of dream guys. but,eventually,fate has their certain ways and indeed i fell in love with him. before we were official,i called him ''mr nice guy''. well,i guess that name fits him completely.
He always felt bitter about life. The way he thinks, the way he speaks. He loses him temper so quick you don’t get to say anything. He has lots of acne in his face, and always complains about it. He cares about his scooter more than me once, but he sold it off (haha!). And most importantly, he loves me more than anything in the world. He cared bout me more than anyone else. He listens to me when nobody heard me. He wipes me tears and be with me.
And yes, I do love him with all my heart, all my soul.
Happy third anniversary dear. time does fly quickly huh?
p/s : seems like january is the month of love for me. too many posts about love. sorry guys! *bow down*