takkan sama lagi...

Entahla.. apa je yang aku wat sume xbtol.. aku pening la.. aku wat ni salah,aku wat tu salah.. aku tol2 xtau nk wat pe g.. nk luah kan kat spe pun xtau. Salah aku ke sume ni terjadi?? Ntahla.. aku pun xtau.. aku tol2 dah xlarat nk pikir dah.. ntah brape byk air mata ni tumpah.. berat tol cabaran kali ni kan?? Aku macam dah xlarat dah nk pikul.. aku sayang,tp kalau macam ni la yg jadi,mampu ke kitorg bertahan sampai bila2? Aku xnak berpisah.. aku xnak kitorg jauh.. tp mende dah jadi.. after this,nothing will ever be the same again.. trust me.. what should I do?? Susahnya nak memilih antara cita dan cinta.. spe yg ley wat dgn begitu cemerlang nya,aku mmg tabik gle2.. aku rasa cam hati dah terbelah 18.. luka2 yang terjadi tol2 wat aku sakit.. sampai aku rasa dah xde tenaga dah.. kata2 yang diucapkan pun dah jadi cam xde makna.. nothing.. the feeling isn’t da same anymore.. patut ke aku biarkan sume ni berlalu n let time decide for us? People say,time can heal everything.. is it true?? Can I believe in that ? what should I believe in now? Me? You? Our love? What? There’s not a word that can describe my feelings rite now.. god,I hate this.. this feeling suck.. am I taking things lightly?? Ntahla.. theorically,things seems right.. in reality?? S.u.c.k.. reality does suck rite?? Am I suppose to change? Are u suppose to change? Who should be heard?? who should be blamed?? Will we remain?

Never be the same again….
3.25 a.m
28 dec 2008